<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Adamnan kadishman]]></title><description><![CDATA[Adamnan Kadishman]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/blog</link><generator>RSS for Node</generator><lastBuildDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2026 09:52:05 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://www.adamnankadishman.com/blog-feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><item><title><![CDATA[Walking through time]]></title><description><![CDATA[You will love me in the end  But you will never understand  What i feel might defend  The trees the mountains and the sand All i wanted to see All i wanted to be Water flowing through the ether Carving canyons in my soul Even if this land might believe her I wont leave her in this hole When im walking through time I reach yesterday Tomorrow is another rhyme But today might be the day Whenever i think about it It always seems that time never stops And i only want to reach it I want to live...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/walking-through-time</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69e3536c16b0ab534cf3def2</guid><pubDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2026 09:50:21 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Where can i go for my light to glow?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Too heavy for myself I cant lift me from the shelf Im stuck and cannot move Every day i drift in moods I am trying to be sane Hold my own against the grain Nothing ever seems to change Where can i go for my light to glow? Where can i go for my light to glow? My heart is just a chain Im tethered to the coldest ground And my mind just isnt sound I am limping through my life A lamp in darkness for to find But the loneliness just leaves me blind Where can i go for my light to glow? Where can i go...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/where-can-i-go-for-my-light-to-glow</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69e28f9f16b0ab534cf3b325</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2026 19:57:23 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[truth is one and many]]></title><description><![CDATA[An old man at the end of his life He is broken and disappointed With great loneliness and emptiness Delirious and fantasizing Losing clarity He did not fulfill himself And the pain only intensifies The illusion of a woman Whom he always wanted And in his life he struggled But did not succeed in what he desired To realize in his world He felt everything within himself But only the bitter sadness Was with him And it was his only friend That remained beside him As he approached his grave Which...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/truth-is-one-and-many</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69e267b543fd38a1bb6fae9e</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2026 17:03:09 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Dont kill your heart to live]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dont kill your heart to live  Dont stretch your hands to give  Dont fill your mind to think  Dont surpress your thoughts to sink  Dont break your back to lift  Dont strain your legs to stand  Dont let go to receive  Let go and understand  Dont understand to put away  Keep it safe for heavens sake  Like a sea is just a lake  Like the mountains are the valleys  Dont believe to grieve  Believe to be alive  With trust in existence  And with shaky persistence  Become, in every instance  What you...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/dont-kill-your-heart-to-live</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69c804b5d1d6d2cc935a6a85</guid><pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2026 16:41:38 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Find each other in the light]]></title><description><![CDATA[We dream of peace We fear the pain Yet the circle still remains If we open what we hide Let the stranger come inside To love to learn To share this world Hand in hand For all its worth Every tear, every laugh From our death to our birth To all who try to heal To live to unify Together we will testify Our family will never die We live in a storm of turning tides Where truth gets lost And fear divides But even now beneath the strain We can always begin again There’s one sky above us all There’s...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/find-each-other-in-the-light</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a48ee9379d8e2c4807bd</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:59:36 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[In darkness so bright]]></title><description><![CDATA[Every longing a fear Every shadow a tear The mountains lean forward The valleys stretch high The stars write patterns that never die The wind hums in riddles The wound of existence becomes wisdom And in the soul illusions dissolve Yet the dream still remains A heart that is fractured still holds the chains Morning is night when we see that the light only exists in darkness so bright Everything broken is forming anew And every beginning leads back to you Evening becomes a circle that bends...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/in-darkness-so-bright</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a464e9379d8e2c4807a5</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:58:56 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Everyone is safe only in their graves]]></title><description><![CDATA[I am inconsiderate I am unfulfilled Im involuntarily running up this hill There is nothing for me on the other side But there is something in me that i cannot hide What i think comes to me From the deepest sadness What i feel comes up From the breathing darkness I am indecisive There is no conviction That can let me down In this world of friction There is nothing for me to be late to To relate to Engrained within my psyche is a red garden This revolving madness keeps me awake at night...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/everyone-is-safe-only-in-their-graves</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a427e9379d8e2c48077f</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:58:03 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Where memory fades and wisdom flew]]></title><description><![CDATA[We are born through heavens light In the corridors of might Where the morning meets the night We might forget we're bright If we knew just where to go We would feel think and know That the quickness is the slow Moving colour beneath the snow All I wanted was to sing Dance with joy and always bring Happiness into this world But now I only feel the cold The ground is shaking with despair As a writhe in pain and gasp for air When the waters still and trees can move I am torn between these moods...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/where-memory-fades-and-wisdom-flew</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a3f6e9379d8e2c480766</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:57:08 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Loneliness]]></title><description><![CDATA[Is loneliness our disease? Is loneliness just trying to please Itself? By making us so appeased With our own minds Can't we try to think a different way? Can we try to differentiate Loneliness and love? My words get jumbled up When I try to express Everything that goes within I don't know if I'm blessed Or am I just a machine? Trying to find my path Through the windy streets? Trying to walk I'm trying to talk to you How do you continue loving in such a world? How do you continue living in...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/loneliness</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a3c4e9379d8e2c480743</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:56:19 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The womb tomb]]></title><description><![CDATA[The needle is soft And stiff is the hay Nothing is wrong And weakness is strong More cultivates hope Less widens the scope If you must control us Torture us and bind us But not for to blind us If you must despise us And those of you who think that you are above us You exist in every label From the throne To the cradle You droop with disgust And those who are just Can see all the fuss Of being against As nothing but lust Being taken too far Abused and twisted into a monster thats hated When...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/the-womb-tomb</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a39fe9379d8e2c48072c</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:55:32 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[A hollow head]]></title><description><![CDATA[In my mind a soft collision I erase the line of vision No definition no decision Just a pulse beneath permission Cold air drifts with indecision You cant own it of you dont hold it It forgets you exist If you don't persist You can't resist You must insist To always be this Something forms in the static world Every beginning quietly unfurles I give myself but i dont resist I ache but at least i feel this Never touching the moment folds Keeps nothing in its hold The giving of my heart away...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/a-hollow-head</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9a371e9379d8e2c480709</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:54:51 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[The boundless border]]></title><description><![CDATA[I'm afraid of being against Someones lie without defence Im intoxicated by this sadness I weep below inside this madness There is nothing i can do To break this boredom without a clue I feel helpless in this life Never knowing what to trust I give myself too much grief Holding on with no relief This world of strife is eating me alive I have nowhere for to strive Fearing opposition Fearing inclusion Everything collapses in endless fusion I breath i grasp but never hold A truth that nobody ever...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/the-boundless-border</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99e27e9379d8e2c48044e</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:32:14 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Deathening]]></title><description><![CDATA[The sound of bombs Piercing the night It deadens the hearts of everyone in sight  This abuse of power is not real might No respect for human rights There is suffering for miles And many years of fight Propaganda which creates division Which distorts and beguiles  There can be no reason For a world of bigotry In which we cannot be]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/deathening</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99d07e9379d8e2c4803c0</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:27:27 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Souls unending]]></title><description><![CDATA[The world does seem the dimmer And the colours less bright, The skies shall become an eternal doomed vale of night- For he Who drinks from the perpetual cauldron Of soul's unending flight!]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/souls-unending</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99cb6e9379d8e2c48039b</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:26:21 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Spirits daughter]]></title><description><![CDATA[That's the thing, it's going right.  It went wrong for it took so long, to love myself and see the light Feel the fear yet have the might  To walk through This crowded empty night And be able to ignite With my only broken heart Myself into creating art Gathering alone One apart Myself, my role On my own Only a part, of a larger whole And the real problem, Is it's ever enough And life itself, Should in freedom laugh And death is certain at the end, On that alone  I might depend And this...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/spirits-daughter</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99c3be9379d8e2c48036f</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:25:07 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Not as great but just as good]]></title><description><![CDATA[When you conceive a train of thought In vain you feel that you are wrought But nothing comes from blinding light When you are searching through the night To find face that doesn't frown When you seem to always drown In a sea beyond the mind Where if one ventures one might find All there is to know and tell Even if you soul would fell The tallest tree unknown to man the building of self still it stands And visiting the darkest place Where meaning always leaves a trace You might not be able to...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/not-as-great-but-just-as-good</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99befe9379d8e2c48033e</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:23:06 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Truth forgets the need for proof]]></title><description><![CDATA[When i find nothing more to say I search for someone to look my way I face the pain without regard For now the mirror is a shard I look into myself again And find no one but a friend I take creation by the hand Knowing no one will understand I feel the wrongs held in my past And now the future’s fading fast There is something in the truth That forgets the need for proof Of being torn and worn and afraid And being built of what is made Seeing darkness in my eyes Always leaves me in disguise...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/truth-forgets-the-need-for-proof</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99b87e9379d8e2c480318</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:21:59 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[Theres a space between the cells]]></title><description><![CDATA[There's a space between the cells There is air within us to be felt But it seems  That we are kneeling Under the weight of Billions of pointless deaths Our bodies  are our engines We need to save what's left We need to save What's left There is wisdom in insanity But we need to save what's left  of our humanity Before we are bereft And there is no place for theft Of the only meaning  we have left Lets find a land in which we can all live Together. I'm too heavy for myself I can't lift me from...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/theres-a-space-between-the-cells</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b99b60e9379d8e2c480308</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:20:26 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[A donkey]]></title><description><![CDATA[A donkey Caged within the winter snow Lifelong For him forever looking up At the sky, the clouds eating heather “oh I wish I could go up there!” Sometime No matter the weather Someday Maybe there I will be together Somehow  With the world that loved me never Someway Though not now Please not today. Many winters passed And though he stood there strong and fast There was no one there to see him  To acknowledge his existence No one with whom to share it Nobody  And the donkey died at last His...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/a-donkey</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b999d0e9379d8e2c480230</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:13:42 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item><item><title><![CDATA[To become empathic]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dig down Feed off the ground Find water that's sound And wriggle around Still writhing in pain Of believing in distain Which is the greatest bane To the man woman tamed Learn and develope Grasp let go When the sun rises There is always a glow When the moment sheds light And the present pasts When you sleep throught the night Which might never last Making one weep Blissful to keep A trusting leap And only through beauty Can we be free Ugly is aesthetic And lies are pathetic If there is a...]]></description><link>https://www.adamnankadishman.com/post/to-become-empathic</link><guid isPermaLink="false">69b9998de9379d8e2c4801f2</guid><pubDate>Tue, 17 Mar 2026 18:12:38 GMT</pubDate><dc:creator>adam kadishman shakine</dc:creator></item></channel></rss>